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For those who beat their swords into plowshares,
There is no need for Christ to appear in the sky. He has already appeared within their heart. Their thousand years of peace Have already begun.
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I have found that most of the time
People don’t know what they are angry about. For that reason, it is better not to be angry. It is better to choose peace. Anger leads to war And destruction. And there are few Who do not choose war When the fires of rhetoric are kindled And billowed by the machine. And anyone who has harbored anger is at risk No matter how righteous their cause appears. You don’t even know yourself until then. But if you could see ahead To what you might become, You might forsake your anger before it’s too late. I don’t know what to write about today.
Perhaps I could write about the mountains. There is no good or bad there, just beauty. And that, it seems, is good. Perhaps that is why people have written about nature. In nature, there is a rest for the human mind. It is a place where we can forget About our endless pursuit of goodness And about our inability to find it. In nature, in beauty, there is mercy If you can calm the mind enough to find it. And that’s the best I have to offer today An escape into the mountains, A romp amidst their mercy. An escape from endless thinking. God bless you all. When it comes to diet I am not a purist.
But there is still a part of me That believes that I should be, That I should remain unspotted From all that defiles the belly. And to be honest, I really wonder if that part of me is right. I wonder if I would be healthier if I could eat “right” 100% of the time. But it can also be confusing. For one thing, I haven’t always had the means to eat just right. I haven’t always had a choice. And those times are actually easier. You eat what God places in front of you And trust that He will preserve your life If He intends it to be preserved. It is much harder when you have the means to make a choice. Then you have to do your best to be “good”. But as in all things, there is a balance. And too much “good”, I’ve found, Isn’t good for me. I’ve found that there is an untamed part within That, if I try to eat too pure, Will sabotage my efforts. And so, I do my best. I strive toward the goal of health. But I also let myself partake in things, Now and then, purely for the sake of comfort. And I shun the shame that would well up and say it’s not alright. And this seems to keep the animal part of me at bay. It keeps the hungry monster from lashing out and taking over. And so strangely, I eat better by not trying to be perfect. I believe that I have found the pavilion that covereth His hiding place.
Or at least, I have found a few of the principles that define that place. Not surprisingly, it lies on the outskirts of the culture. Surprisingly, it moves and you must move with it. But it is real. I have felt the shade of its sheltering canopy. And I have also felt that shade move in an instant And known that it was time to move on. Scripture is the Word of God.
And God speaks to those that listen. Few listen, but those who do Have heard no less than scripture. They have heard the very Word of God. And that Word is no less binding upon them Than what we have canonized as scripture, Perhaps more binding, for it is God’s very word to them. It is personal. And it is incumbent upon them to heed and to obey. And if they obey God’s Word to them, If they treasure their personal scripture More than all the world, Then God will speak again, And again, and again, and again. And His Word will spring up inside them, A spring of living water welling up to eternal life. But whosoever drinketh of the water that I shall give him shall never thirst; but the water that I shall give him shall be in him a well of water springing up into everlasting life. John 4:14 It seems that the only true refuge is in peace itself.
We can choose to be at peace with what is. And that kind of living, peaceful living, I think, is the answer. When the glory of this world is revealed,
It will pass away. And as it does, A new and higher world will come. There is peace in the low valley
That cannot be found upon the gilded hills There are two worlds.
But to the untrained eye, The inhabitants of each walk side by side. The first world is the ordinary world. Its constituents conform to societal norms. They walk in time to the beat of the loudest drum. And they are motivated by the desire for personal profit. Like I said, it’s the ordinary world, Ordinary people wanting ordinary things And doing what they have to do to get those things. And then there is the other world. For now, the other world is relegated to the outskirts Because they do not conform to societal norms. They bend themselves to the will of a still small voice That whispers out of the heavenly realm. They are motivated, not by personal profit, But by the desire for otherworldly gains. But soon the balance will tip the other way When the cost of ordinary becomes to high And the returns become too low. Ruin, in short. Ruin will tip the scales. But some will hold onto the ordinary world until the end. They will cling to the rails even as the ship goes down. I shirk to think of it. Nothing is for certain.
And nothing is permanent. I have no idea what the future holds. Sometimes, I think in terms of preserving what I have, Not in the maintenance way that is useful But in the worried way that is not useful. And I have to let it go and trust. I am better than I once was. I am more filled with faith. But I am not perfect. Nothing to say today.
But in the white and grey of the clouds upon the distant horizon And in the familiar mountains that shelter my little valley, And the green and yellow of the leaves And the feel of the grass beneath my bare feet, In all of these is my childhood. And I am going back to those days When I was too young to have opinions. Lone windy peaks rising from the ocean’s shore
Windswept and lonesome - perfect. Their breath pours over me And heals my battered soul. And the ocean lap, lap, laps upon our feet Cooling the sunbaked rocks, Reminding us to love each other Even when we have no reason to do so. The gift of money is the gift of choice.
Poverty and deprivation are a lack of choice. And wealth is the abundance of choice. We cast our votes for who should have more choices By where we put our money. This makes me desire to give more To those who make my life so rich. A fast of forty days,
A withdrawal from the world, Wanting to go deeper into the unseen realm, Deeper into peace, gratitude, and trust. Very little comfort food, if any. No messages, no dogmas, No words except His And stories. And most of all To fast from thinking, To fast from trying to figure anything out. Only to listen and draw close to the source, To let Him be my counselor, my provider, my everything. I am so tired of trying to figure things out.
I have stared into the heavens wide eyed Until my eyes have nearly burned out of their sockets. And it is more than my mortal mind can comprehend. I surrender to not knowing. How sweet to return to simple obedience, To move forward acknowledging that I don't have all the answers, But listening intently for the whispers of Him who does. I can tell when a section of writing is almost done
Because I stop paying attention. I'll read an entire section And then realize that I've been thinking of something else. Before that things stick out and keep me alert, And thinking about what's wrong. So when I begin to get bored, it's almost ready. Isn't that funny? What if, when we moved, we left everything but us?
Think of all of the moving expenses we'd save, and all the time. And when we arrived at our destination, the house would be furnished. And when someone moved into our old house, it would be furnished. What a joy! What a surprise! What an adventure! It would not be perfect. You might have to replace a lumpy mattress Or a can opener because you don't like that kind. But what peace! To know that every house is furnished! And what if, instead of planting crops to our increase, we left before the harvest? And what if everywhere we went we found the ripening crops of others? Then we would sow where we don't reap, And reap where we don't sow, And we would not complain Because we would be in good company, And all would be provided by an unseen hand. John 4:36 "...Already the reaper draws his wages and gathers a crop for eternal life, so that the sower and the reaper may rejoice together. For in this case the saying ‘One sows and another reaps’ is true. I sent you to reap what you have not worked for; others have done the hard work, and now you have taken up their labor.” We are fathers, mothers,
To those that are ours Even if they're not. And God knows just who And so do we if we listen. The kingdom coming is an unseen kingdom.
It approaches with clouds for a covering. In other words, you just can't see it. But you can feel it if you want to. If you're quiet. If you listen. If you feel after it. And if you do, You can enter into the unseen place. You can be wrapped up within the cloud, Covered by the pavilion that covereth His hiding place. And there you will learn a new law, A new way of being. This is how His kingdom comes. And eventually, the world will be split in two When those with eyes to see are shown the thing that was hidden And those who could not believe are left without With the wreckage of their earthly hopes. I am not going to push.
There is no hurry. Let it come as it comes. That has to be the way. "Relax into it," he said. Ok. That's what I'll do. I'll relax into it. Find the flow. Follow it where it leads. I don't have to finish anything. I only need to enjoy the process. And doesn't my mind work that way, Skipping from thing to thing As if there is no rhyme or reason. And then the pattern emerges. And so I will trust in my own process. I will not push. I will not be industrious. I will enjoy the back and forth. Until something emerges. You have laid yourself upon me
Like Elijah upon the dead boy And given me new life, Quite literally. What are these mysterious naps Where I cannot help but sleep And wake up different? I don't know. But something is changing. I am changing. The earth is changing. And perhaps I am changing with it. A thrush came to visit me.
He landed on the top of the open door And I watched him. Grey with speckled breast, A rare simple beauty, a loveliness. And a fresh message Like the smell of sage after rain. Something better coming, The turning of a leaf A new day. |
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