Returning to Not Knowing

I am so tired of trying to figure things out.
I have stared into the heavens wide eyed
Until my eyes have nearly burned out of their sockets.
And it is more than my mortal mind can comprehend.
I surrender to not knowing.
How sweet to return to simple obedience,
To move forward acknowledging that I don't have all the answers,
But listening intently for the whispers of Him who does.​